千＊木＊黑＊辛

As my intimate friends and families know,

I'm preparing a Civil Examination.

It's a long long way, one who is studying for Public servant qualifying examination has to pay much concentration and time on it.

First of all, I wasn't willing to go to the cram school, and I didn't want to be a public servant at all. What I wanted to be is an English teacher in Hess School...

I take any lesson of the subject about civil examination with reluctance. I even thought anyone who want to be a public servant is so pedantic!

What the worse, whenever I saw a number of  vehicles on the lane I unforgivably wanted to rush in to the road with lots of cars!

After hearing my thought and seeing my tears, my mom looked at me with disappointment and heartbreak.

She said,"Don't go to the cram school any more! Do what you want to do, I'll never get involved in your life!"

I told my mom what the frustration I encountered in cram school.

I said those tutors wrote the note were too fast to let me catch up, when I was writing left side of the blackboard, teachers had already finished the right side and erased the part I was copying!!

I wept and cried out loud, for it  really made me feel miserable.

"What a fool! Why don't you listen what tutors say cautiously then borrow the note from classmates or cram school?"

Oh, how I couldn't think of this!? I looked at Mom in surpried, and my mom gave me an embrace with love and warm.

From then on, I never complaint of exam, and I began to be willing to endeavor to the civil examination.

However, willing to prepare exam and feel like preparing were not the same.

Not until mom told me that customs opened the opportunity of public servant's exam did I sincerely  want to be the member of public, because my mom was the worker in customs too.

Even though my mom was not the public servant, I still wanted to be the colleague of hers.

Unfortunately, I failed to pass the exam again and again, and my mom has retired for half year already!

Nevertheless, I will never give up, for being the member of customs has become my pursuit career!

Nothing can deter me from my dream!!!!